Saying See Ya Later

So it is here... the day I leave the United States for the first time and head to Beijing, China. I have known this day was coming for a good 6 weeks but I still feel like it snuck up on me. I am excited for this adventure I am on and I am excited to see how God moves and uses me. It's going to be so awesome!

So for the past couple weeks I have been saying my goodbyes. However I don't say goodbye, I say see ya later. Goodbye just sounds so final like we are never going to see each again and I am going to see everyone again (in a year!). And there is never enough time to say see ya later and get all your hugs in for the year. I am going to miss everyone so much!

So I haven't cried yet, I mean I have but I am sure there are many many many more tears coming. God has been allowing me to enjoy the time with my amazing friends and family and not harp on the leaving part of my adventure. I am saving these tears for my super long flight from Chicago to Beijing. Whoever is sitting next to me won't know what to do! 

Saying see ya later has been so hard. Realizing that these were the last times I would be able to hug people for a year was so hard. I am so glad God allowed these thoughts to come at the end of my time with my friends. That way I didn't harp on the sad part of leaving, instead I was able to enjoy spending time with the people I love. 

I also had to say bye to my kiddos. There are 5 kids I watch regularly who are interwoven into my life. I love these kids and I am so sad that I won't be able to watch and play with them for at least a year! They are all going to be a year older and a year smarter. Ugghhh. I better get tons of updates and pictures from their parents! (You know who you are!)

I also had to say see ya later to some of my best friends all week. I am going to miss them all so much! It's going to be so weird not talking to these important people everyday :(. I am going to miss everyone so much. But I know that this is where God wants me and I am so glad that they all support me! 

Last night I was making final packing arrangements and I was just praying that everything would go smoothly at the airport (luggage exactly or under 50lbs each, fast security, etc). So today we got to the airport I started getting anxious! I went to weigh my luggage and each of my 2 checked bags weighed 50lbs. Yes that is heavy but I didn't have to pay for excess weight! Praise The Lord! And then security had no line and I was through in less than 10 minutes. Even in the small things God provides. I can't wait to see what He does in China and how He uses me. It's going to be amazing!!!

So now I am sitting at the Louisville airport with Kristoff waiting for the flight to Chicago to board. I am so excited, anxious, nervous, and all the other emotions. I am truly excited about this adventure. Letting Jesus lead!