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First Day Teaching...

I know everyone has been wondering how my first day of teaching went. Well here it goes....

Thursday July 10th was my first day at SmartKids Kindergarten (yes that is the name lol). I was super nervous that morning. I was afraid anything and everything would go wrong and I did not really know what to expect. I felt like I was going in blind, which I was, but Jesus was with me. 

So at 8:30 in the morning I left my apartment to catch the yellow bus my school uses to pick up students. I am so thankful that they let me on! My recruiter said that my school is not very good at communication so I did not know if they knew I was allowed to ride. But they let me on so that was a good start, and an answer to prayer! The bus picked up 4 kids at 4 different stops, then we were off to the school, which is literally maybe 5 minutes from my apartment!

I arrived at the school and I didn't know where to go. I went and looked for the boss. It always feels weird observing a new classroom because you don't know where to stand or what to do and all the kids are staring at you. The boss took me to the classroom that I am going to be working in for the next year. The teacher of the class right now is Korean but her English is very good. So I watched her do a lesson, it was very simple but the children seemed to enjoy it. After the lesson the students played. Then after play time they have a Chinese lesson. After their Chinese lesson they go and play in the playground area (kind of like a recess). By this point in the day I am asking myself, "What have I gotten myself into? I can't do this for a year." I honestly was wondering why I came to China. I would much rather have my own classroom in the States, one that is more structured and I know what they are doing and there isn't so much playtime. Also I would know where to get the materials I would need to teach the class.  

After the students played on the playground they came back into the room to watch some English videos. The videos are cartoon episodes about a bus named Tayo. I think the cartoon is from Canada based on how they say some of the words, like Sorry :). After watching 2 episodes (about 30 minutes) it was time for lunch. I ate lunch at the school. Yes I tried everything that was on my plate, except for the carrots. Things were touching but I still ate most of it. Since being here in China, my appetite has not been the same as back home. I have been eating small portions and not even finishing them. 

After lunch, the teacher asked me to try teaching. I was like WHHAATTT?!?!?! but I did it. I didn't have a lesson plan, all I had was the book that they are using for curriculum. So basically, I taught by the seat of my pants and surprisingly it went well. The students were responsive and seemed to really enjoy the review lesson. I basically structured it off the way she did the lesson earlier in the day. Once I was finished it was play time again. (I am not a big fan of all the playtime these kids have. I think there is something much more structured and educational for these students to be doing.) While I was playing with the children I was thinking about other things we could be doing instead of playtime such as story time or music time. Maybe this is something I could implement in the future. 

After the last playtime of the day, it is time for fruit. Today it was cantaloupe, I ate it and I am still not a fan of it but I ate all that they gave me. Then it was time for writing. During writing time the students wrote the words on the board in their journals 3-5 times depending on how many stars they wanted to receive (5 stars is a sticker, it's a big deal to get stickers!). These kids actually have good handwriting, well most of them anyways. Once they finished they were allowed to go with the other teacher and play in the playground area. At around 3 students came back and it was time to get ready to go home. This includes getting all of their stuff (toothbrush, water bottle, shoes, etc.). After that they have another snack (these kids do not go home hungry! LOL). At around 3:15 they watched some more episodes of Tayo. I think they only good thing about the videos is that it is in English and when I pause the video the students repeat after me.

At 3:50 it is time to go home. I had finished my first day! YAY!!!! Now it was time to figure out how to get home. They said I would be able to ride the yellow bus home, I was just hoping that was still allowed. I was! I take the 3rd bus that leaves the school. I get to sit by other kids from the school on the bus ride home. They are really funny. They are asking all kinds of questions and being silly. 

So all in all it was a good day. However, I don't think I could stay at this school for more than a year, but who knows that could change over a year.

My second day teaching was good too. I was nervous at first because it is still unfamiliar. But I taught one lesson and played with the kids the rest of the day. The kids are starting to warm up to me and they played and talked to me more today. Maybe by next Friday I will be familiar with the students and the school!

I think I am starting to like China more and more as the days continue. I am just hoping it continues to get better. :). 

Saying See Ya Later

So it is here... the day I leave the United States for the first time and head to Beijing, China. I have known this day was coming for a good 6 weeks but I still feel like it snuck up on me. I am excited for this adventure I am on and I am excited to see how God moves and uses me. It's going to be so awesome!

So for the past couple weeks I have been saying my goodbyes. However I don't say goodbye, I say see ya later. Goodbye just sounds so final like we are never going to see each again and I am going to see everyone again (in a year!). And there is never enough time to say see ya later and get all your hugs in for the year. I am going to miss everyone so much!

So I haven't cried yet, I mean I have but I am sure there are many many many more tears coming. God has been allowing me to enjoy the time with my amazing friends and family and not harp on the leaving part of my adventure. I am saving these tears for my super long flight from Chicago to Beijing. Whoever is sitting next to me won't know what to do! 

Saying see ya later has been so hard. Realizing that these were the last times I would be able to hug people for a year was so hard. I am so glad God allowed these thoughts to come at the end of my time with my friends. That way I didn't harp on the sad part of leaving, instead I was able to enjoy spending time with the people I love. 

I also had to say bye to my kiddos. There are 5 kids I watch regularly who are interwoven into my life. I love these kids and I am so sad that I won't be able to watch and play with them for at least a year! They are all going to be a year older and a year smarter. Ugghhh. I better get tons of updates and pictures from their parents! (You know who you are!)

I also had to say see ya later to some of my best friends all week. I am going to miss them all so much! It's going to be so weird not talking to these important people everyday :(. I am going to miss everyone so much. But I know that this is where God wants me and I am so glad that they all support me! 

Last night I was making final packing arrangements and I was just praying that everything would go smoothly at the airport (luggage exactly or under 50lbs each, fast security, etc). So today we got to the airport I started getting anxious! I went to weigh my luggage and each of my 2 checked bags weighed 50lbs. Yes that is heavy but I didn't have to pay for excess weight! Praise The Lord! And then security had no line and I was through in less than 10 minutes. Even in the small things God provides. I can't wait to see what He does in China and how He uses me. It's going to be amazing!!!

So now I am sitting at the Louisville airport with Kristoff waiting for the flight to Chicago to board. I am so excited, anxious, nervous, and all the other emotions. I am truly excited about this adventure. Letting Jesus lead!